I’m Not Surprised …

Follow this link to see if you are also going to be surprised by what you find when you’re Living La Vida Loca!!!!

 

I wasn’t just for the record…

I can’t believe this is such a big deal still…

               - Dylan Laine on People’s stupidity

This Made Me Cry Tears of Joy…

:) even connor!!! He knows who you are and that daddy spends a lot of  time with you and really likes you!! And i told connor that your a very funny person and make daddy laugh lots!! You ok with that?

I’m so happy… :)

This is Helping….

OMGSOFUCKINGCUTE!!!

 

Hahaha…. This says it all…

Lily Allen - Fuck You [Official Video] (Non Censuré)
by Lily-Allen-Tv

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor
So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it
Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you
You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

It’s been a While…

I know it’s been a while since I’ve last posted something but I finally have something to say…

 

OMFG!!!

 

Ok, it’s no surprise to many that I’m in LOVE! with this story line on One Life to Live… It’s a story about these two guys named Kyle and Oliver… It’s this great story… even for a soap which is what I thought would be it’s down fall but it is such a great a true story and doesn’t feel overly like a soap… the emotions in it are raw and caught me off guard many times and brought me to tears because I’ve felt that way before…

It starts out as Kyle and Oliver were Frat Brothers in college but had never talked since college, they run into each to each other years later, Kyle is an out gay Med Student and Oliver is now a ‘Straight’ Cop… turns out that they had a thing in college but Oliver freaked out and left Kyle… declared he was straight and tried to move on… well Kyle shows up and Oliver starts trying to up the front but it goes down after some truly great events that are heart breaking and so very real and true…

Now it goes on from there and after a while they do end up together and I won’t ruin it for you if you ever intend on watching it but it is really fucking awesome for a soap… better than anything I’ve ever seen on TV before….

Anyway the point is yesterday the writers of the One Life to Live have decided to write the characters off the show… It’s sad because they were not this typical cliché of characters they were strong and smart, they actually loved each other… it was never a story about 2 guys together it was a story about love… It was great and I’m sad that it will be over… I wish it would go on forever but I’m sure that at some point it would reach that spot were it should have been over long before and I’m glad it will go out on a high note but it was a story that helped me through many issues I had about love… even after being out for 4 years it helped me see that I could find something more, that it really was possible because for the longest time I didn’t think I was capable of finding something more… Being gay is hyped a lot about being overtly sexual and that being in a gay relationship is generally just about sex and nothing else… it was nice to see something that wasn’t about sex but instead was about love… the characters actually never had sex until they had been together for over a month or 2 and they wanted to take their time because it was about them and nothing else… it was refreshing and just what I needed as well…

It’s funny but I think I’ve finally found something more…

Here is an interview with the 2 actors that played Kyle and Oliver that was done about 2 days before they found out they were being let go… it’s a nice interview and really shows how truly amazing these guys are.

Brett Claywell & Scott Evans Interview from Michael Fairman on Vimeo.

Parting is all we know of heaven and all we need to know of hell.  ~Emily Dickinson