Finally Got My Title…

Something More

I guess you could say that my love life could be placed into 3 very important and distinct phases…

The Idealistic phase, where you want that perfect love, the one that makes you get out of bed in the morning and makes you believe that love does conquer all.

The Whore phase, the one we all come to love after we realize that true love is a myth concocted by the card companies, Hollywood and those hardcore breeders that can’t go a day without ‘The One’…

And then we start looking for Something More, the brilliant part about this stage… Yes, brilliant, having only been in this country a short while I’ve come to understand it’s just easier to talk the talk then to fight the fight because only those ridiculous enough to care about what it’s called where, are the ones that never seem to shut up about it and frankly who has the energy to care! Anyway where was I??? Oh yeah, Looking for something more… this is when  we loss those ideals and expectations about love and just try to find something that works for us… 

                                      - Exert from R.Street’s       Something More

A Vocabulary Lesson…

Inconsequential

Defn: lacking worth or importance

 

Some day maybe somebody will love me like I need, and some day I won’t have to prove cause somebody will see all my worth…

                                                - Cigarettes by The Wreckers

Beginnings…

    There is nothing like spring when nature starts to come alive again and that lush green starts to return to the frozen Canadian landscape. The birds start to sing again, the sun feels like it’s actually present in a day, and everyday you get this feeling of excitement that summer is getting closer and soon you’ll be relaxing on a nice hot beach somewhere. The beginning of spring is one of those mile markers in a year that everyone looks forward too the future… but how do we know where those mile markers are in life???

    New beginnings… it’s funny isn’t it… we often think they are marked with these significant events that leave a lasting impact on our lives… but in reality we never know the biggest days of our lives are going to be the biggest until they are over… it’s the normal days that start out just like every other one that end up being the days that change us forever… like showing up to work one day and someone new is there, and later discovering she will be your first true friend… A friend moving away for school and finding an undying kinship with someone you barely knew… You’re family moving to their new home and then finding a soul mate… Going for a drink after a long and hard second week of work and later finding out the person sitting beside you has become a unexpected companion that gives you strength to grow in a crazy new world…

      The smallest days of my life have always been the biggest… so it makes me wonder if today was one of those days….

Life is what happens when you set yourself up to be surprised…

                                           - Dylan Laine